May 2, 2018

Peace and Humility

Thinking engulfs 
With no conclusion 
Decisions are far from reach 
The living is so tiresome 
Ego is hurt
Fire is washed 
Years passed 
 Tears dried 
Emotions are tedious 
Know not the way out...

A friend questioned:
"What are you strong at?"

I answered:
Enjoying the nature,
Dreaming, 
Loving animals, 
Loving art, 
Cherishing beauty, 
Reading Shakespeare, 
Thinking on and on...

The buddy said:
"All seem so useless to me"

I said:
"The more useless the more valuable
A piece of art becomes!"

He said:
"Where on earth you get that idea?
Why and how do you even think in such term?
Why can't you live in the reality? 
Why are you running away from that?
Why are you hiding in your crazy philosophical unrealistic world?"

I said:
Helplessness...
Fear of failure!
Reality hurts a lot!

Contemplations:
Acquired skillsets of l1 years:
English, Typing, Ms-Office, Blogging, 
E-mail writing, Communication,
Building rapport, Training people, 
All seem null! 
Those are all survival needs...
They don't seem meaningful to even quote!
Being surreal means a lot, 
More than being real! 
Though, in the end, worldly survival matters the most...
Why take so much emotional fighting!
Do, earn and forget.
Care very less about what you do:
Corporate teachings! 
Spend worthier time away...
Peace and humility overwhelm...
Letting things go away!


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