Humdrum Trap of a Hummingbird

A hummingbird journeyed from a farther land,

In search of food for passion,

With strong worldly reasons,

Exploring through the newness,

Humming gracefully amidst the various bands of birds,

Being naive and bold

With his vital and valour natural attributes,

With starry shine, he stands out

From the mad flocks of fun!

A huge storm hit the strings

Of the rope of his hope...

He held to one tiny string

And tried to weave all the strings in place,

Though tiny daring wisdom he showed,

In handling the downfall...

A day came to challenge his emotional stance;

The whirlwind of monotony swirled him away,

From his track and pack,

Know not the way out he fumbles now...

The rarest of rare found the way out,

Hope can't be given up on him either,

As he is the rarest and purest of his kind,

May he get back his grip to the rope,

Reach out to the destiny he dreams,

As his will is mightier than his wings

To soar above all!

Peace and Humility

Thinking engulfs 

With no conclusion 

Decisions are far from reach 

The living is so tiresome 

Ego is hurt

Fire is washed 

Years passed 

 Tears dried 

Emotions are tedious 

Know not the way out...

A friend questioned:

"What are you strong at?"

I answered:

Enjoying the nature,

Dreaming, 

Loving animals, 

Loving art, 

Cherishing beauty, 

Reading Shakespeare, 

Thinking on and on...

The buddy said:

"All seem so useless to me"

I said:

"The more useless the more valuable

A piece of art becomes!"

He said:

"Where on earth you get that idea?

Why and how do you even think in such term?

Why can't you live in the reality? 

Why are you running away from that?

Why are you hiding in your crazy philosophical unrealistic world?"

I said:

Helplessness...

Fear of failure!

Reality hurts a lot!

Contemplations:

Acquired skillsets of l1 years:

English, Typing, Ms-Office, Blogging, 

E-mail writing, Communication,

Building rapport, Training people, 

All seem null! 

Those are all survival needs...

They don't seem meaningful to even quote!

Being surreal means a lot, 

More than being real! 

Though, in the end, worldly survival matters the most...

Why take so much emotional fighting!

Do, earn and forget.

Care very less about what you do:

Corporate teachings! 

Spend worthier time away...

Peace and humility overwhelm...

Letting things go away!

The Miracle

Let these fruitless days pass

Let the futility surpass  

Let a beautiful soul awaken
To prove the truthfulness
Beyond the world of hypocrisy,
Let the living mankind arise
To light the dying soul...
Let the numbness of mundane shatter
Let the faith be reborn,
Let the rainbow colour the sky
After gloominess of hopelessness...
Let the dreams of joy come true,
Let the miracle emerge!

Kill the Heart till the Goal!

Vision of puffing and panting dreams,

In the wide open eyes,

And the helplessness to save them
Hurts

To hear the proud proclaim of Failures: 'Dreams are dreams,

Rootless and formless,

Fade away into the darkness...'

Emotional bonding of social structure,

Are so very meaningless,

When the being and dying,

Cannot be borne on none's behalf!

Yet everyone takes responsibility,

Of everyother soul...

On gratitude's and duty's sake 

How many precious opportunities,

How many tiny wishes,
How many passionate dreams,
Were slipped through the fingers!

Still on and on goes...

The demands of kith and kin,

Till the very life is slipped!
 Pathetic social codes and systems,
Of so-called secured and safe life,
Of familial bonds SUCK!

The casting daggers of tears,
The blackmailing catastrophic emotional dramas,

Pierce through the conviction and confidence,
Of the picture tube of hopeful dreams;
No one ever knows:
 How excruciatingly painful to kill the will,
To destroy the vision!

Wish not to feel,
Wish not to be trapped by emotions,
Wish not to sympathise with people,
Wish for a sterner heart,
Or to be a heartless brute,
Sometimes courage is not enough,
Mere rage drives better,
Dare not to hurt people,
Who meddle on the way to the goal,
Tender and empathetic nature,
Hinders the courage to reach out
For a Himalayan height!
Indeed, no one ever bears the pain on no one's behalf!

The Pursuit

With endurance through the unbearable limits,

With sustenance to the verge of defeat,

Risk death on every milestone,

Ignoring the option:

Of running away indifferently,

In a path that too many rush into;

When a ten metre distant beyond the present is blank,

Does this perseverance meet its denouement?

However, hanging on blindly in the less-travelled path,  

In a hopeless condition as a hapless soul –

Trusting these colourless prosaic episodes wither,

At the reach of dream-come-true moment,

As in fairy tales:

The denouement of single kiss

Connects all the unattached strings,

And sings joyous chorus!

 

 

 

Utopian Handsome

Seeming beauty,

Mortal perfections,

Well-bred etiquette,

All external materials,

Matter a trivial,

Loyalty and love,

Innocence and indigence,

The abstract innate virtues,

Are the core attractions,

Of the noble chap.

The caress of a feather,

The responsibility of a mother,

Pure and chaste

Platonic and convivial,

Sublimation of libidinal impulse,

On partner’s single frown  

All buckle the masculine handsomeness!

Such authentic nature,

Sweeps a girl off from the ground,

Makes a girl feel flying in the cloud;

The prince of character

Wakes up in midnight,

Nuzzles on forehead,

Gapes at a sleeping lady love,

Fathoms her silence,

Admires her goofy excuses,

Blames her for nothing,

Trusts her in wholesome!

The dreamy guy of cuteness,

Lives only in utopia! 

Techno Dazzle

The wide spread world,
In a hand size monitor!
The speed is immeasurable…
Automated chores,
Unbelievable machines,
Arresting techniques,
Where are we?
In face book,
In twitter,
In you-tube,
In tumblr,
In emails…
We share, tweet, like,
And sometimes comment,
On death and life!
The tangibility of life is in virtual form-
As we dream…
What not is possible in dream!
Beyond good or bad….
Life is beautiful and joyful,
No borders and barriers...
Friends and enemies are all connected!

Still in Stillness

Year on year passes away,

The stillness constantly stays on,

Time has no civility:

At least to me!

Steep scuttling continues in all directions,

In all courses that life showed;

Dramatic and drastic changes did happen,

Alas! No change brings a result

But taught many lessons;

No conscious choice of track or destiny,

Blind folded with needs and duties.

Contemplating over past leads nowhere:

Mind teases the stupid race…

On hyperbole visualization:

Every soul in the world laughs at me,

And even zooms in the glittery shields of victory.

Ooh ff…  How horrible I was!

Only one consolation:

Alone, on my own traveled this far,

Blend but never lost in the crowd,

Lost the grip but not the rope!

Hope ebbs and falls but never dies.

Daring Decision

            Thrill is astonishing,                

Know not what will happen

“Readiness is all”!

Aghast with hidden tomorrows,

Jaded with teary yesterdays,

Bewildered with alluring present!

Numerous thoughts stray hither and thither;

Need terrible valor to decide,

At a crucial moment –

Heart beats aloud,

Hands tremble vividly…

Feels like a life or death moment,

With crossed fingers,

Striding a long step with hope!

Life- A Whirling Gyre!

Whirling everyday in the mire of madness,
Searching through the path for serenity;
Yelling out bound calls and in bound souls,
Trying to fix things every minute,
But fix nothing for many years.
Life still stakes every moment -
Between devil and deep blue sea
Financial crisis forces to a Hobson’s choice!
A self-conflict keep on rising as giant waves
And pulling into gyre with no reach!
Life is always a stake holder:
Thrashes out as a bolt from the blue,
Still composing the mind to survive
For a day out of blue to pull in by the stake holder,
And things fall into places like happy ending movies… 

Miles to go... Keep up the spirit!

Day by day moves on

Distress and dismay pile up

Month on month pays on,

The fear of saving less insecurity

Year after year hope crashes down,

Family’s irrational quarrels,

And chaotic yells soar inch by inch

All the reasons…

Zeroed down to the financial crisis

Beyond the materials

Rarely soulful things happen

Though unfulfilled dream

Left an ultimate optimism and joy,

Caressing company of a chirpy friend,

Boosts up the energy

But Lasts like a rainbow-

Suddenly everything vanished

With a bang of pains and drains!

“Whatever happens, life has to move on”

No regret or guilt

Fighting to achieve security

Exploring for new venture

Expecting to meet more humans

World is wide and life is a tide

Keep up the spirit and keep on moving!