Is Life Light or Heavy?

There are numerous ways out,

But the heart chooses to be entrapped
In those walls of memories;

 Always dangling amidst extremes,

Being isolated from everything,

Yet, plunging impulsively on momentary pleasures, 

There is no question of tomorrow,

Terribly trapped in today,

Feeling the fire of freedom, 

Yet imprisoned in the aesthetics of life,

Fetching frenzy from depression,

Dwelling in dreary darkness, 

Bearing 'the unbearable lightness',

Hoping the 'eternal heaviness' 

Will reveal the purpose and reasons!